learn to appreciate the woman who is there for you. Stop believing that she will always come back to you every time you want her to. She can only take so much and she is worth a lot more. There are plenty of other men that will know shes a good woman when they meet her, and one of them will be able to provide the love you never gave her. When you see her happy with the one who appreciates and loves her... just remember that you were the one that let her go and you are now sad and alone .