I filled out the application but was not able to create a DVD on such short notice. I thought about attending the open casting call. I was kicking my ass the next morning for waking up with a hangover .I was highly dissapointed at myself. Then later that night I heard about the chaos that went on at the America's Next top model auditions in NYC. I should of known better than to be dissapointed. Uh hello. I follow my dreams no matter what. The hangover saved my freakin' life .